
I go through times when I am just confused. I try to take steps toward God, but I am not sure exactly where those are. I have longed for God to leave me a message on the kitchen table with one of his stone tablets, just so I would know what to do next. I think I still have faith that God is there--I would just like His confirmation.
In Matthew 11:2, John the Baptist is in prison and I get the idea he is confused. This is the guy that was filled with the Holy Spirit from his birth (Luke 1:15). He was the one that proclaimed Jesus was coming. People went out to him to be baptized, including Jesus Himself (Matthew 3 4-17). I suppose John heard God say, "This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased." Yet, a short time later he's in jail and he sent his disciples to ask Jesus "Are you the one who was to come, or should we expect someone else?"
I don't want to be hard on John here--he is in prison. However, it is obvious he had big doubts as to what is going on. What this does is give me comfort, I know I am not the only one that gets confused.
Here's a good proof my thinking is quite opposite of God's. In this situation, I think if I had been Jesus, I might have said something like "Sure, dude, I am the ONE." After all, John is enduring hard times. What Jesus says is "go back to John and tell him the blind receive sight, the lame walk, leprosy is cured, the deaf are hearing, the dead are raised and the good news is preached to the poor." In other words, John, you have to decide the answer to that question on the basis of what is happening.
As John's disciples were leaving Jesus turned to the crowd around that John was indeed the "messanger to prepare his way". (Matthew 11:10). Perhaps Jesus didn't to confuse the crowd--John might be confused, sitting in his cell, but he was no slacker.
It seems Jesus gave John the answer to go forward in his faith. Three chapters later John is beheaded because he told Herod of blatant immorality in his life.
When I am confused, I would love God to leave that tablet--but He's given me something John didn't have--the entire New Testament. When I am confused--I can go there and read Who God is, Who Jesus is--and God will confirm to me, He is Who He says He is.
I believe this passage also encourages me to look around and see how God is working in my world--how He is impacting those I care about it in very tangible ways.
I suppose I will go through times of confusion as long as I live. I believe God is faithful--He probably won't write on stone tablets--but He will give me the answers that I need to know Who He is--if I will just ask and seek.
"Now faith is being sure of what hope for and certain of what we do not see."Hebrews 11:1